( a letter to 2009)
To my beloved 2009,
in less than 4 days, i'll be leaving you behind. i regret that i never notice how important u were in my life. i think ive wasted u a lot, 2009 in which there were moments that i should not let you go just like that...
Dear 2009,
i planned a lot of thing with u, together we plan and set our dreams,but some dreams remain dreams dear... i wish i could turn back d time 2009,but im sorry i couldnt. im sorry when our goal remain a goal that was pasted in the room wall. im sorry for not takin the extra initiative to make it done dear 2009...
however, 2009, u hv helped me to get something that i really wanted before, u make me did something that i could not imagine i could do it before, u make me to become a stronger person that 2008...
dear 2009,
i will not meet u again in 4 days in advance. let our sweet memories remain a wonderful experience that i can used it with my new love 2010, eventhough we will not meet again but surely i will alwiz remember u 2009 deep down in my heart.
thank you 2009 for making me a better person :)
and 2010,let set our goal together and lets achieve 2009 goals!
yours sincerely,
wafa 1982-2009...
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Citer lame - Second phase of PTD assessment - PAC
Salam semua,
Saja nak post semula kenangan lama masa g try nasib nk jd PTD. Tp, bukan rezekiku. Aku syukur juga sbb aku lebih suke jd peg. penerangan ! :)
27 jun 2009 rasenye, aku telah berjaya dipanggil untuk mengikuti assessment kedua ptd di INTAN Kedah, area sungai petani. Agak berdebar gak la sebab nie first time aku g level 2 punye assessment, selama nie g buat exam jer. So, aku ade la baca skit dr blog org lain pengalaman depa dlm assesment kedua nie cos its quite different from the previous pac. kali ni punye pac cume sehari tak mcm dulu,3 hari. so of course,ade banyak program sebelum ni ditiadakan dan ada gak yg baru diperkenalkan.
so,bile aku sampi jer dlm kul 7.40am, dh ramai betul org beratur. aku tak taula yg lain2 2 sampai kul bape,agaknye yg sampai kul 6 pun ade! fuh,semangat tul depa nk jd ptd. so,first thing we all kene beratur untuk registration and hantar form apa2 yg patut.sambil2 berdiri aku ade gak la sembang2 ngan calon2 lain. majoriti yg dtg first time, n tak tau ape nk expect dr PAC nie. ade gak yg kata kalu pakai kot dpt extra mark,tp sepanjang program ni kami telah diingatkan utk tak pakai kot or tag nama (bagi kakitangan awam) untuk elakkan bias. yelah,kalu aku tau,aku pun nk bwk kot gak.
pas register,aku masuk dlm dewan dan dipanggil ikut nombor untuk ambil gambar. mcm banduan pun ade gak,hahaha. dh la nombor 2 besar giler,dr jauh pun leh nmpk. Nombor aku 58, harapnye bertuahla ek.
so,abis bergambar,kami diajak minum pagi,tp sepuluh minit jer. aku tak lalu nk mkn,aku minum jer n rata2 yg lain pun mcm 2 gak.semua mcm punctual jer,hehehe. then,ade pegawai die bg penerangan tentang sistem baru ptd,so agak payahla sikit bermula tahun ni (2009).
nie step2 baru nk jd ptd:
1. exam ptd
2. pra pac (yg sedang aku buat ni) - sehari jer
3. interview
4. if berjaya - masuk dlm perkhidmatan as kontrak (FIRST YEAR)
5. if ok - masuk jabatan lain plak (SECOND YEAR)
6. PAC sebenar - dlm thn kedua berkhidmat (3HARI)
7. INTAN - setahun
8. lulus INTAN - full time PTD!
ha,dh lepas g INTAN, barulah boleh confirm. so,memang agak mencabar dan susah pemilihan ptd kali ni. aku tak sure leh berjaya or tak,tetapi harapan masih aku simpan skit.
so after that, bermulalah aktiviti pertama and kedua. aktiviti pertama, dinamakan, intelectual discourse, berbincang dlm kumpulan untuk 1 topik dlm english. aku suka gak bende nie,sebab suke bg pendapat. topik yg dibagi ialah 'Quality of Sports Today'.
selepas 1 jam, g bilik lain plak untuk aktiviti kedua. so,kali ni,namanya 'Hujah'. so,kene berdebat tentang 1 topik, iaitu: 'Blog pemangkin perkembangan intelek' . kumpulan aku kene bab pencadang,agk susah gk nk sokong tajuk ni,tp aku belasah jer,mcm aku yg betul,heheheh.
then,mkn time! aku tk mkn banyak2 sebab pas nie aku tau azab akn bermule....
then,seperti yg aku jgka, tukar sport attire n g pdg. nasib baik cuaca tak terlalu panas sgt,leh pengsan gak if betul2 panas. so,first activity, kene susun 9 pinggan n jadikan dalam sepuluh barisan dgn syarat setiap barisan ade 3 pinggan. so,agk penin gk la,aku rase aku tak menyumbang sgt dlm aktiviti ni sebab aku dh penat kene hentam mase hujah td.
pas 2, ade aktiviti senirobik,hehehe bukan arobik k. kene buat senaman berdesarkan lagu n buat ramai2. kene buat sama kalu tak tolak markah. tp,aku nasihatkan,tak payah beria2 sgt dlm aktiviti ni sebab cabaran sebenar adalah pas nie....
ha,senaman mase sek men,memang best kan? tp,agk tak best biler dh tue skit nie. 4 jenis senaman yg kami buat, first jumping jack,30 kali. mcm sikit kan,tp korang trylah dulu,baru tau sakitnye,hehehe. yang kedua, star jump,20 kali. pumping,20 kali, n lari mcm ulang alik 3 kali. memang penat tuhan jer tau,sebab dh lama tak buat. tangan aku lenguh gak la dlm 3 hari.tp sonok sgt sebab tak sangka aku leh buat selepas sekian lama.
walaupun aku tak bejaye,tp dpt gak la aku spent time ngan mak and adik2 aku kat sg petani,ngeh ngeh ... :)
Saja nak post semula kenangan lama masa g try nasib nk jd PTD. Tp, bukan rezekiku. Aku syukur juga sbb aku lebih suke jd peg. penerangan ! :)
27 jun 2009 rasenye, aku telah berjaya dipanggil untuk mengikuti assessment kedua ptd di INTAN Kedah, area sungai petani. Agak berdebar gak la sebab nie first time aku g level 2 punye assessment, selama nie g buat exam jer. So, aku ade la baca skit dr blog org lain pengalaman depa dlm assesment kedua nie cos its quite different from the previous pac. kali ni punye pac cume sehari tak mcm dulu,3 hari. so of course,ade banyak program sebelum ni ditiadakan dan ada gak yg baru diperkenalkan.
so,bile aku sampi jer dlm kul 7.40am, dh ramai betul org beratur. aku tak taula yg lain2 2 sampai kul bape,agaknye yg sampai kul 6 pun ade! fuh,semangat tul depa nk jd ptd. so,first thing we all kene beratur untuk registration and hantar form apa2 yg patut.sambil2 berdiri aku ade gak la sembang2 ngan calon2 lain. majoriti yg dtg first time, n tak tau ape nk expect dr PAC nie. ade gak yg kata kalu pakai kot dpt extra mark,tp sepanjang program ni kami telah diingatkan utk tak pakai kot or tag nama (bagi kakitangan awam) untuk elakkan bias. yelah,kalu aku tau,aku pun nk bwk kot gak.
pas register,aku masuk dlm dewan dan dipanggil ikut nombor untuk ambil gambar. mcm banduan pun ade gak,hahaha. dh la nombor 2 besar giler,dr jauh pun leh nmpk. Nombor aku 58, harapnye bertuahla ek.
so,abis bergambar,kami diajak minum pagi,tp sepuluh minit jer. aku tak lalu nk mkn,aku minum jer n rata2 yg lain pun mcm 2 gak.semua mcm punctual jer,hehehe. then,ade pegawai die bg penerangan tentang sistem baru ptd,so agak payahla sikit bermula tahun ni (2009).
nie step2 baru nk jd ptd:
1. exam ptd
2. pra pac (yg sedang aku buat ni) - sehari jer
3. interview
4. if berjaya - masuk dlm perkhidmatan as kontrak (FIRST YEAR)
5. if ok - masuk jabatan lain plak (SECOND YEAR)
6. PAC sebenar - dlm thn kedua berkhidmat (3HARI)
7. INTAN - setahun
8. lulus INTAN - full time PTD!
ha,dh lepas g INTAN, barulah boleh confirm. so,memang agak mencabar dan susah pemilihan ptd kali ni. aku tak sure leh berjaya or tak,tetapi harapan masih aku simpan skit.
so after that, bermulalah aktiviti pertama and kedua. aktiviti pertama, dinamakan, intelectual discourse, berbincang dlm kumpulan untuk 1 topik dlm english. aku suka gak bende nie,sebab suke bg pendapat. topik yg dibagi ialah 'Quality of Sports Today'.
selepas 1 jam, g bilik lain plak untuk aktiviti kedua. so,kali ni,namanya 'Hujah'. so,kene berdebat tentang 1 topik, iaitu: 'Blog pemangkin perkembangan intelek' . kumpulan aku kene bab pencadang,agk susah gk nk sokong tajuk ni,tp aku belasah jer,mcm aku yg betul,heheheh.
then,mkn time! aku tk mkn banyak2 sebab pas nie aku tau azab akn bermule....
then,seperti yg aku jgka, tukar sport attire n g pdg. nasib baik cuaca tak terlalu panas sgt,leh pengsan gak if betul2 panas. so,first activity, kene susun 9 pinggan n jadikan dalam sepuluh barisan dgn syarat setiap barisan ade 3 pinggan. so,agk penin gk la,aku rase aku tak menyumbang sgt dlm aktiviti ni sebab aku dh penat kene hentam mase hujah td.
pas 2, ade aktiviti senirobik,hehehe bukan arobik k. kene buat senaman berdesarkan lagu n buat ramai2. kene buat sama kalu tak tolak markah. tp,aku nasihatkan,tak payah beria2 sgt dlm aktiviti ni sebab cabaran sebenar adalah pas nie....
ha,senaman mase sek men,memang best kan? tp,agk tak best biler dh tue skit nie. 4 jenis senaman yg kami buat, first jumping jack,30 kali. mcm sikit kan,tp korang trylah dulu,baru tau sakitnye,hehehe. yang kedua, star jump,20 kali. pumping,20 kali, n lari mcm ulang alik 3 kali. memang penat tuhan jer tau,sebab dh lama tak buat. tangan aku lenguh gak la dlm 3 hari.tp sonok sgt sebab tak sangka aku leh buat selepas sekian lama.
walaupun aku tak bejaye,tp dpt gak la aku spent time ngan mak and adik2 aku kat sg petani,ngeh ngeh ... :)
Monday, April 13, 2009
good news
Salam...
im back to kl, i think its more than one month since i start working in MUCH, cheras. its kinda funny to think, that im still here, for almost 3 years. yes, who knows rite? But, i believe that Allah has plan the best for me, in which its still remain mystery ...
i got few good news this week, hopefully this week is a cheerful week for me after a tense few weeks back ... (only Allah Knows) firsly, i hv been selected to sit for MEDSI test in UIAM, this saturday. hope i can do my best for this test.
secondly, maybe (its still shallow,but im still excited) my boss will credit our bonus this wed (15/4). hope so la, i got some plan with d bonus...hehehe
thirdly,ive been promoted to be unit manager for my department. it sounds good, but a lot of responsibility waiting behind. i dont know, whether to be happy or otherwise. i dnt know, its a mix feeling. ....
Ya Allah, gives me Your Strength to face obstacles in this challenging world. Ameen.
im back to kl, i think its more than one month since i start working in MUCH, cheras. its kinda funny to think, that im still here, for almost 3 years. yes, who knows rite? But, i believe that Allah has plan the best for me, in which its still remain mystery ...
i got few good news this week, hopefully this week is a cheerful week for me after a tense few weeks back ... (only Allah Knows) firsly, i hv been selected to sit for MEDSI test in UIAM, this saturday. hope i can do my best for this test.
secondly, maybe (its still shallow,but im still excited) my boss will credit our bonus this wed (15/4). hope so la, i got some plan with d bonus...hehehe
thirdly,ive been promoted to be unit manager for my department. it sounds good, but a lot of responsibility waiting behind. i dont know, whether to be happy or otherwise. i dnt know, its a mix feeling. ....
Ya Allah, gives me Your Strength to face obstacles in this challenging world. Ameen.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
10 tanda lelaki sedia untuk komitmen
salam,
artikel ini sy ambil dr utusan malaysia,yg mane infonye sgt bagus untuk wanita2 bujng dlm mencari jodoh,termasuklah saye,hehehe.
10 tanda lelaki sedia untuk komitmen
MEMASUKI tahun batu mungkin ada yang sudah berazam untuk menamatkan hubungan dengan teman lelaki atau wanita melalui ikatan pernikahan.
Persoalannya, adakah teman anda atau anda sendiri telah bersedia untuk memberi komitmen kepada satu ikatan yang kekal atau masih dilanda fobia untuk melepaskan gelaran bujang.
Bagi wanita, sekarang ini mungkin masanya untuk melihat sama ada teman lelaki anda benar-benar sudah bersedia dan mempunyai matlamat yang sama.
Beberapa Panduan ini mungkin boleh menolong untuk mengetahui sama ada lelaki sudah bersedia untuk memberi komitmen pada satu ikatan perkahwinan.
1. Kawan-kawannya terdiri daripada lelaki yang sudah berkahwin
Jika berasakan teman lelaki anda adalah calon suami yang sesuai, anda perlu periksa sama ada rakan-rakannya adalah kalangan lelaki yang sudah berkahwin.
Kajian menunjukkan bahawa jika rakan-rakannya sudah berumah tangga, dia lebih berkemungkinan besar mempunyai keinginan untuk berkahwin.
Tetapi, jika rakan-rakannya di kalangan lelaki bujang dan masih berada di fasa ingin berseronok dan berparti, ia mungkin isyarat yang kurang baik.
2. Kewangannya stabil
Kajian menunjukkan bahawa lelaki yang mempunyai rumah sendiri lebih bersedia untuk berkahwin. Lelaki yang berasakan kewangannya stabil akan melihat perkahwinan adalah peringkat seterusnya dalam fasa hidup mereka.
3. Dia mula mendesak anda
Lelaki yang bersedia untuk membuat komitmen akan membuka langkah terlebih dahulu. Jika emel anda kepadanya mengambil masa beberapa hari untuk dibalas atau jika anda terpaksa bertanya untuk tahu di mana dia berada atau jika anda saja terpaksa menghubunginya, anda mungkin mengejar lelaki yang mungkin tidak berminat terhadap perkahwinan.
4. Dia bersedia untuk menunggu
Jika lelaki tersebut mengambil inisiatif untuk mengenali anda dengan lebih dekat, dia kemungkinan besar bersedia membuat komitmen.
5. Mengambil berat ketika anda sakit
Jika dia mengambil berat keadaan anda ketika anda sakit, ini menunjukkan lelaki ini bukan berada di sisi hanya untuk berseronok. Jika dia mahu bersama anda ketika susah, itu tanda dia bersedia dengan hubungan jangka panjang seperti perkahwinan.
6. Dia berusaha mengenali rakan dan keluarga anda
Lelaki yang memikirkan hubungan jangka panjang mahu mengenali anda dengan lebih mendalam. Melihat anda berinteraksi dengan keluarga dan rakan-rakan anda, membantu dia mengenali anda dengan lebih mendalam.
Pada masa sama dia juga mahu anda mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat. Dia mahu melihat sama ada anda sesuai dengan keluarga dan rakan-rakannya.
Lelaki yang cuba menjauhkan anda dengan individu-individu yang penting dalam hidupnya, melihat hubungan sebagai suka-suka saja.
7. Dia menggunakan perkataan 'kita' bukannya 'saya'
Apabila dia bertukar daripada menggunakan 'saya' kepada 'kita', itu tanda dia semakin komited dengan anda.
Jika teman lelaki hanya menyebut 'saya' berbanding 'kita' dalam perbualan biarpun selepas sekian lama berkenalan, sebenarnya dia masih senang dengan dirinya sebagai lelaki bujang.
8. Dia tidak takut berkompromi
Lelaki yang bersedia terhadap komitmen tidak ragu-ragu untuk meminta pendapat atau berbincang mengenai sesuatu keputusan yang beliau buat dan dia bersedia berkompromi dengan anda.
Lelaki ego yang mahu segala-galanya mengikut caranya tidak bersedia untuk berkompromi, sedangkan ia merupakan sebahagian sifat semula jadi sebuah hubungan yang matang.
9. Dia tidak perlu berdalih
Lelaki yang fobia dengan komitmen sentiasa mencari pelbagai alasan sama ada untuk tidak mahu keluar dengan anda, alasan kenapa tidak menelefon dan alasan mengapa tidak bersedia untuk membawa hubungan ke peringkat seterusnya.
Sebaliknya, lelaki yang bersedia dengan komitmen tidak perlu berdalih, dia hanya perlukan anda.
10. Dia suka pada hubungan jangka panjang
Jika dia sentiasa mengadu mengenai memerlukan ruang untuk bersendirian, melayan anda seolah-oleh anda satu bebanan bukannya anugerah dan sentiasa bercakap agar tidak perlu terburu-buru untuk membawa hubungan ke peringkat seterusnya, secara tidak langsung dia memberitahu bahawa dia tidak bersedia untuk komitmen.
artikel ini sy ambil dr utusan malaysia,yg mane infonye sgt bagus untuk wanita2 bujng dlm mencari jodoh,termasuklah saye,hehehe.
10 tanda lelaki sedia untuk komitmen
MEMASUKI tahun batu mungkin ada yang sudah berazam untuk menamatkan hubungan dengan teman lelaki atau wanita melalui ikatan pernikahan.
Persoalannya, adakah teman anda atau anda sendiri telah bersedia untuk memberi komitmen kepada satu ikatan yang kekal atau masih dilanda fobia untuk melepaskan gelaran bujang.
Bagi wanita, sekarang ini mungkin masanya untuk melihat sama ada teman lelaki anda benar-benar sudah bersedia dan mempunyai matlamat yang sama.
Beberapa Panduan ini mungkin boleh menolong untuk mengetahui sama ada lelaki sudah bersedia untuk memberi komitmen pada satu ikatan perkahwinan.
1. Kawan-kawannya terdiri daripada lelaki yang sudah berkahwin
Jika berasakan teman lelaki anda adalah calon suami yang sesuai, anda perlu periksa sama ada rakan-rakannya adalah kalangan lelaki yang sudah berkahwin.
Kajian menunjukkan bahawa jika rakan-rakannya sudah berumah tangga, dia lebih berkemungkinan besar mempunyai keinginan untuk berkahwin.
Tetapi, jika rakan-rakannya di kalangan lelaki bujang dan masih berada di fasa ingin berseronok dan berparti, ia mungkin isyarat yang kurang baik.
2. Kewangannya stabil
Kajian menunjukkan bahawa lelaki yang mempunyai rumah sendiri lebih bersedia untuk berkahwin. Lelaki yang berasakan kewangannya stabil akan melihat perkahwinan adalah peringkat seterusnya dalam fasa hidup mereka.
3. Dia mula mendesak anda
Lelaki yang bersedia untuk membuat komitmen akan membuka langkah terlebih dahulu. Jika emel anda kepadanya mengambil masa beberapa hari untuk dibalas atau jika anda terpaksa bertanya untuk tahu di mana dia berada atau jika anda saja terpaksa menghubunginya, anda mungkin mengejar lelaki yang mungkin tidak berminat terhadap perkahwinan.
4. Dia bersedia untuk menunggu
Jika lelaki tersebut mengambil inisiatif untuk mengenali anda dengan lebih dekat, dia kemungkinan besar bersedia membuat komitmen.
5. Mengambil berat ketika anda sakit
Jika dia mengambil berat keadaan anda ketika anda sakit, ini menunjukkan lelaki ini bukan berada di sisi hanya untuk berseronok. Jika dia mahu bersama anda ketika susah, itu tanda dia bersedia dengan hubungan jangka panjang seperti perkahwinan.
6. Dia berusaha mengenali rakan dan keluarga anda
Lelaki yang memikirkan hubungan jangka panjang mahu mengenali anda dengan lebih mendalam. Melihat anda berinteraksi dengan keluarga dan rakan-rakan anda, membantu dia mengenali anda dengan lebih mendalam.
Pada masa sama dia juga mahu anda mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat. Dia mahu melihat sama ada anda sesuai dengan keluarga dan rakan-rakannya.
Lelaki yang cuba menjauhkan anda dengan individu-individu yang penting dalam hidupnya, melihat hubungan sebagai suka-suka saja.
7. Dia menggunakan perkataan 'kita' bukannya 'saya'
Apabila dia bertukar daripada menggunakan 'saya' kepada 'kita', itu tanda dia semakin komited dengan anda.
Jika teman lelaki hanya menyebut 'saya' berbanding 'kita' dalam perbualan biarpun selepas sekian lama berkenalan, sebenarnya dia masih senang dengan dirinya sebagai lelaki bujang.
8. Dia tidak takut berkompromi
Lelaki yang bersedia terhadap komitmen tidak ragu-ragu untuk meminta pendapat atau berbincang mengenai sesuatu keputusan yang beliau buat dan dia bersedia berkompromi dengan anda.
Lelaki ego yang mahu segala-galanya mengikut caranya tidak bersedia untuk berkompromi, sedangkan ia merupakan sebahagian sifat semula jadi sebuah hubungan yang matang.
9. Dia tidak perlu berdalih
Lelaki yang fobia dengan komitmen sentiasa mencari pelbagai alasan sama ada untuk tidak mahu keluar dengan anda, alasan kenapa tidak menelefon dan alasan mengapa tidak bersedia untuk membawa hubungan ke peringkat seterusnya.
Sebaliknya, lelaki yang bersedia dengan komitmen tidak perlu berdalih, dia hanya perlukan anda.
10. Dia suka pada hubungan jangka panjang
Jika dia sentiasa mengadu mengenai memerlukan ruang untuk bersendirian, melayan anda seolah-oleh anda satu bebanan bukannya anugerah dan sentiasa bercakap agar tidak perlu terburu-buru untuk membawa hubungan ke peringkat seterusnya, secara tidak langsung dia memberitahu bahawa dia tidak bersedia untuk komitmen.
Friday, February 6, 2009
PTD examinations, maybe some tips perhaps?
Dear all,
Ive been thinking a lot about my future lately, n i think its time to move on. after most my close friends now are succcesful with their career,i think its time to step up and pursue my own goals. of cos, being a lecturer is always my passion, an interest which i could hardly forget, but now, time 2 move on. on top of that, mostly my friends now are on their way to become civil servants, a position that are hardly to be achieved in Malaysia, but once u got it, u r d luckies person in d world. i hv deeply thought abaout it, n come with a conclusion that teaching is alwiz my passion, alwiz my interest, but the most important thing is, a stability in my own life. i also think that this is the perfect time to realize my parents ambition, at least one of their children become a goverment officer.
i was having a 'crush' with PTD before, but cos of many scary stories on PTD assessments n training in INTAN, make me less interest to join it. how stupid i am! now, after 2 years waiting for 'signal', i think its d time to try again. eventhough many claim that PTD exam is quite tough, but i just want to give it a shot one more time. n even if this time luck is not in my side, i will keep trying until i got it.
historically, i sat for PTD exam 2 years ago, n alhamdulillah, i managed 2 passed d test. but, how 'crazy' i am, i did not go 2 d second assessment, cos i just got a new job in d company that im working now, n hesitant to apply 4 leave. i never thought that d exam is hardly to be scored by everybody, yet i just let the chance slipped away! thats y i really regretted d action, n with the aim to do it again,n tawakal to Allah swt, i may get d second chance. as people used to say ' Good opportunity will never come twice. if its come twice,then u r lucky'.
but, we hv 2 believe in Allah's power n glory. He knows whats best for us. He knows why he plans in such a way. never complaints on Allah's plan because everything comes with reason.
now, im in d process of looking back all news dated 1-2 months back. from the feedbacks of many, PTD questions will generally based on Malaysian history n general issues related to Malaysia. i remember one question on members on Cobbold Commission, in which i totally forget during the exam... so d questions are something like that, if u wanna try yourself, maybe u can try aswering questions on Pengajian Malaysia subject and Pengajian Am subject. its very difficult 2 predict, but i also remember they also ask about malaysian entertainments, such as question on PGL,members of senate from entertainment background, who won best actress in the global award festivals, n so on. they also frequently ask on rmk, yearly budget, national policies, sports, politics (of cos) n issues on constitution. its good also 2 know who won tokoh maal hijrah, theme for merdeka last year, theme for budget 2008, manifesto bn for 2008 election, n name of ministers. for sports, good also to know who won the latest piala malaysia, who won eur0 2008, where euro n final piala malaysia took place, n issue on badminton. i mean, this is just my predictions, not a real questions. somehow we need 2 think like the question setter. at least, we can be prepared.
for those who did not read newspaper daily(me too,heheh), just browse it using our digital media, it is much more faster than searching in tha wardobe. good to search start from December-first 2 weeks of February 2009, but the questions is not just coming from general issues lately. hot issues like english in math n science, landslide, israel occupation in gaza n many more can be considered as well.
for math, i think we better go n ask for assistance from our frenz that is good in math, teaches us some basic calculation in math, percentage, fractions, logics, n income tax calculations.
sahsiah diri? just be yourself, dnt think too long for a questions, because if we think 2 long, we tend to be dishonest. however, make sure that our honesty is 'normalised'. u got what i mean? :)
english essay n malay essei, most important is your points. just put aside all grammatical errors, especially in english. its good for u 2 highlight those points using highlighter or its good enough if u can line it properly. at least, it shows that u know what u write in. if u can managed ur time, perhaps u can make some small notes on the main points that u wanna talk about, n later on expand ur ideas creatively. but,this is not an essay writing competition, its good to follow their maximum numbers limited by them.
comprehesion? just make yourself comfortable n relax while reading. even time is consuming, but remember this tips: read the questions first, thn u read the passage. at least, u know what the passage is talking about.
i pray that all who attend this exam on 21st february will be successful in their exam. just remember this is an early key to hold ptd position, in which there is no short cut for success. plz pray for my success to ok!
Ive been thinking a lot about my future lately, n i think its time to move on. after most my close friends now are succcesful with their career,i think its time to step up and pursue my own goals. of cos, being a lecturer is always my passion, an interest which i could hardly forget, but now, time 2 move on. on top of that, mostly my friends now are on their way to become civil servants, a position that are hardly to be achieved in Malaysia, but once u got it, u r d luckies person in d world. i hv deeply thought abaout it, n come with a conclusion that teaching is alwiz my passion, alwiz my interest, but the most important thing is, a stability in my own life. i also think that this is the perfect time to realize my parents ambition, at least one of their children become a goverment officer.
i was having a 'crush' with PTD before, but cos of many scary stories on PTD assessments n training in INTAN, make me less interest to join it. how stupid i am! now, after 2 years waiting for 'signal', i think its d time to try again. eventhough many claim that PTD exam is quite tough, but i just want to give it a shot one more time. n even if this time luck is not in my side, i will keep trying until i got it.
historically, i sat for PTD exam 2 years ago, n alhamdulillah, i managed 2 passed d test. but, how 'crazy' i am, i did not go 2 d second assessment, cos i just got a new job in d company that im working now, n hesitant to apply 4 leave. i never thought that d exam is hardly to be scored by everybody, yet i just let the chance slipped away! thats y i really regretted d action, n with the aim to do it again,n tawakal to Allah swt, i may get d second chance. as people used to say ' Good opportunity will never come twice. if its come twice,then u r lucky'.
but, we hv 2 believe in Allah's power n glory. He knows whats best for us. He knows why he plans in such a way. never complaints on Allah's plan because everything comes with reason.
now, im in d process of looking back all news dated 1-2 months back. from the feedbacks of many, PTD questions will generally based on Malaysian history n general issues related to Malaysia. i remember one question on members on Cobbold Commission, in which i totally forget during the exam... so d questions are something like that, if u wanna try yourself, maybe u can try aswering questions on Pengajian Malaysia subject and Pengajian Am subject. its very difficult 2 predict, but i also remember they also ask about malaysian entertainments, such as question on PGL,members of senate from entertainment background, who won best actress in the global award festivals, n so on. they also frequently ask on rmk, yearly budget, national policies, sports, politics (of cos) n issues on constitution. its good also 2 know who won tokoh maal hijrah, theme for merdeka last year, theme for budget 2008, manifesto bn for 2008 election, n name of ministers. for sports, good also to know who won the latest piala malaysia, who won eur0 2008, where euro n final piala malaysia took place, n issue on badminton. i mean, this is just my predictions, not a real questions. somehow we need 2 think like the question setter. at least, we can be prepared.
for those who did not read newspaper daily(me too,heheh), just browse it using our digital media, it is much more faster than searching in tha wardobe. good to search start from December-first 2 weeks of February 2009, but the questions is not just coming from general issues lately. hot issues like english in math n science, landslide, israel occupation in gaza n many more can be considered as well.
for math, i think we better go n ask for assistance from our frenz that is good in math, teaches us some basic calculation in math, percentage, fractions, logics, n income tax calculations.
sahsiah diri? just be yourself, dnt think too long for a questions, because if we think 2 long, we tend to be dishonest. however, make sure that our honesty is 'normalised'. u got what i mean? :)
english essay n malay essei, most important is your points. just put aside all grammatical errors, especially in english. its good for u 2 highlight those points using highlighter or its good enough if u can line it properly. at least, it shows that u know what u write in. if u can managed ur time, perhaps u can make some small notes on the main points that u wanna talk about, n later on expand ur ideas creatively. but,this is not an essay writing competition, its good to follow their maximum numbers limited by them.
comprehesion? just make yourself comfortable n relax while reading. even time is consuming, but remember this tips: read the questions first, thn u read the passage. at least, u know what the passage is talking about.
i pray that all who attend this exam on 21st february will be successful in their exam. just remember this is an early key to hold ptd position, in which there is no short cut for success. plz pray for my success to ok!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Congrats to all my frenz...
Salam to all,
to all my friends that have been chosen as PLI students,congratulation! Allow me to name them here: Sulochini (english), Maizatu (bm) and Thavamani (pendidikan khas)... u deserve t0 get it. hope all of u all d best.
and for my beloved sister, yuziha (bm),u r wonderful. tq 4 tuning me into diff channel, a channel that ive been missing for quite a long time. i will miss ur laugh,ur jokes, ur easygoing personality n ur gossips,hehehe.
for my luvly sister, kak lina (bm), u r amazing person ive ever met. a very cool person, never gets angry easily, always smile whenever u got problem.
newly frenz razif, u r d most hardworking ustaz ive ever met, very patience n always come up with new ideas...
last but not least, my best frenz (kwn mase susah jer,hehehe) pija .... u r always there when i need you, n u never hesitant to correct me when im wrong. u also d most dynamic person ive ever met.
i hope that all of u r having a great future ahead. go on in d pursuit of ur dreams!
to all my friends that have been chosen as PLI students,congratulation! Allow me to name them here: Sulochini (english), Maizatu (bm) and Thavamani (pendidikan khas)... u deserve t0 get it. hope all of u all d best.
and for my beloved sister, yuziha (bm),u r wonderful. tq 4 tuning me into diff channel, a channel that ive been missing for quite a long time. i will miss ur laugh,ur jokes, ur easygoing personality n ur gossips,hehehe.
for my luvly sister, kak lina (bm), u r amazing person ive ever met. a very cool person, never gets angry easily, always smile whenever u got problem.
newly frenz razif, u r d most hardworking ustaz ive ever met, very patience n always come up with new ideas...
last but not least, my best frenz (kwn mase susah jer,hehehe) pija .... u r always there when i need you, n u never hesitant to correct me when im wrong. u also d most dynamic person ive ever met.
i hope that all of u r having a great future ahead. go on in d pursuit of ur dreams!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Im down
Im down ... totally down... Ya Allah, plz pour me with Your Strength, cos i really need it. Ya Allah, please give me the strength so that i can accept the reality. I know that im going to be ok soon, but i can't promise myself that i'll be the same person like b4. I just lost part of me,after hardly found it some time in d past. Its just too sudden, too fast ....
Now i just cant' continue writing ... sorry
Now i just cant' continue writing ... sorry
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