Im down ... totally down... Ya Allah, plz pour me with Your Strength, cos i really need it. Ya Allah, please give me the strength so that i can accept the reality. I know that im going to be ok soon, but i can't promise myself that i'll be the same person like b4. I just lost part of me,after hardly found it some time in d past. Its just too sudden, too fast ....
Now i just cant' continue writing ... sorry